I also realised, after reflecting and Bowen's feedback, that I have so much more to grow in humility, especially with my other bros in the CG.

But thank God! So grateful that He pointed out to me... as always! for His love never fails.

Have changed my thought patterns here from "I'm so far from being humble" - with its implicit self-determined standards (worldly sorrow) as compared to "I'm still growing in learning to be humble" - with its acknowledgement and acceptance of the pride that is so ingrained in me... and methinks it also is very positive thought ("growing")! :)