Drafted out a difficult letter just now. In a way, I feel like I'm preparing to launch something that might have a lot of fallout. I've prayed, sat on my butt for one year... and postponed it repeatedly.

Perhaps it's time to send it now or never... but I will wait for advice first... sent it to two friends for their advice and counsel first.

*Troubled* I do hope and pray that God will use everything for our good ultimately.

Deep breath.

Sad.