Feeling a bit off. Hmph. Lord, why so? Dear Lord...

Thinking. Does it seem to me that the more people grow, the holier they become, the less approachable they'll be?

Or is something wrong with me? Shouldn't it be the other way around?

Lord, Your ways are the ways to life. I'm... tired... of... being... bad.

Why does holiness look so undesirable, so unapproachable to me now?

Don't I desire the things of God?

Create in me a clean heart, O God...
And renew a right spirit within me...
Create in me a clean heart, O God...
And renew a right spirit within me...

Cast me not away from Thy Presence O Lord
And take not Thy Holy Spirit from me
Restore Unto Me the Joy of Thy Salvation
And Renew a Willing Spirit to Sustain Me...