Genuine Interest

was reflecting on the past, about some of my attitudes, and how they still remain to today. and i looked at the fruit of these attitudes... and i think i need to repent.

i'm sorry, Jesus. please help me change and grow into a godlier man.

and i've been pondering over Philippians.

"each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."

"i have no one else like [Timothy] who takes a genuine interest in your welfare."

can these two verses be said of me? soberly judging myself, i don't think so.

so God, help me change and grow into a genuinely interested person. want to be more like Jesus, until the end of time.