Just feeling a bitter taste.

*ponder*

No wonder they call it bitterness. That subtle anger that lurks at the back of your tongue, and you feel like spewing out words that will rend the other person down.

It's a nauseating sweetness. A sweetness that you actually like, even though you know it will poison you.

I just find it so hard to leave my seat and go and pray.

God, help me.

I just feel so overwhelmed, but I don't know how to say it in words. Maybe I'll give someone a call later.