Tired of being Tired

*sigh* I'm feeling very tired today. Thank God the project deadline is tomorrow.

I was angry with some people today, especially when I had misplaced something. Then reflected on it... realised that it was solely my own fault, and I simply have to bear the consequences of my own actions. To take ownership of my mistakes.

*muses* It's not good to be tired. And I haven't read the Bible much yesterday and today. Can sense the difference in me... oh God. Bad temper, demanding, blaming others instead of accepting my own responsibility... emotional, judgemental, selfish.

I'm so sorry Lord. Please create in me a clean heart, O God... and renew a right spirit within me.