i guess things are tougher for me now. my slowness. just feel so overwhelmed and inadequate especially in this area. and to be honest, i think there are very few people who can understand the struggle i go through with my slowness.

but i know there's one dear bro who can really identify with me on this. he's been through it before. i think i'll go look for him very soon. miss him lots. he's a great comforter and friend to be with.